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The Demise of Stefiz.blogspot.com

2005-08-12T08:25:00.000+08:00

Alright, alright, I yield to the pressure of the majority vote. I feel like a member of the AF or MI or something. Word of mouth sms has packed my handphone inbox even though my comments page isn't that full except for the usual suspects. So ok, you guys win.

Today marks the demise of stefiz.blogspot.com, a sad day for me if ever there was one. First reason being the perfectly synchronized, blended and sentimental asthetics of the address itself. A stroke of genius if ever there was one by the man-boy I love. The second being that this blog has actually helped me vent so many frustrations when I could not find the words to express my feelings "live". Sort of like typing therapy for the emotinally disabled.

Also, it took ages for the comments thing to catch on, but the sad thing is that once it did, it became a forum to debate issues that are of no real consequence to anybody but myself.

I can't really bring myself to click on the "Delete this blog" button. I know you guys have my best interest at heart. But since this is my last post here, lemme ramble a bit k.

Am thinking of a theme for the all-new and so-called exclusive blog, and I think I will avoid all mention of health problems cuz I tell you guys on the phone anyway. Perhaps, the world doesn't need to know (du-uh! Realized that a little too late haven't ya, Stef. Ain't the sharpest tool in the shed ha ha). And shall also restrict all mention of relationship problems. Well, perhaps not all since I do need a space to vent. Will keep it to a minimum, though. Besides, there hasn't been a hang up since..... can't remember.

Have nothing much to say about the operation except that it was successful and that if I sneeze now, it's gonna hurt like hell. It's hard enough to get into the upright position from lying down. I didn't remember it being like this the last time I went under the knife. Thought I would be a bit more immune to pain since have been surgically surgicated so many times. Nothing new on that front. Oh wait.... am 2 kilos lighter!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! Back to what I was saying......

But ok, I think I've rambled on enough. You can only read this for a limited time at stefiz.blogspot.com before I totally get rid of the URL. I've deleted all posts between the first and the second last, as sort of like a before-and-after snapshot of how the blogs progressed. This is like the long eulogy for my precious project, which now concludes with a fond farewell. Will update you guys on the new blog's address as soon as I can.

For the last time :((
Cheers to the world!

Ok peeps, here I gooooooooo

2005-08-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

Ok guys, here I am in a foreign cafe, in a foreign hospital, amongst foreign people in a foreign country, posting my final blog before I am incapacitated by drugs and general malaise. Singapore hospitals are the bomb. We should import this concept man. Groovy. Internet onsite and all. Cool.

So tomorrow will be the big day. Saying bye bye to my reproductive organs. Have a little anxiety over whether I'm doing the right thing. Everyone has been really supportive. Thank you so much. I'm here wishing I could call someone to talk about this, or actually about anything because only have my parents and they are driving me nuts with their worrying though I can't blame them. Have left all pesonal belongings with sibling back home. My handphone should be on so do send smses and I'll reply as soon as they discharge me and I'm at home.

Damn, am going to miss first 2 weeks of process training. Have to join the later induction class and will be left behind *sob sob* Have to make new friends. Again. Hate the whole "getting to know you, getting to know all about you" bit. Am a creature of habit by nature. Am resistant to change. But life goes on.

Ok, and what's with the name calling la? Grow up la. But it's ok, cuz I've been called worse things than that anyway. Sticks and stones babe, sticks and stones. And guys, can you please not respond to her. If you guys don't stop it, I'm gonna disable the comments thingy then no one can post anything. That would just be a waste right? So just leave her be, she's entitled to her opinions and comments. This is a democracy after all, and I don't have no ISA clause written into any of my blogs, so just let her have her say.

After all, we all need a place to vent our frustrations, especially if we have no one we can talk to about it. Perhaps what you guys can do is give her tips on how to overcome this desperate depression thing. After all, we've all been in relationships that have gone bad. Nothing lasts forever. Winning makes things lose their lustre and losing makes it all the more precious. So guys, lets keep it friendly or the comments link will be severed k.

Ok, so much for the little things. I've got a male nurse!!! Hunka hunka burnin' love. Gosh... Ok, ok, maybe I'm exaggerating. He's just the orderly, but baby, he can push my wheelchair anywhere he wants. Ha ha. Wonder if they'll allow me one last use of my reproductive organs. Ha ha. Just joking. Can't even think of anything remotely sexual right now. Too geared up. D'ya know that after this I might not ever feel like it again? Eeyew, now there's a depressing thought if ever there was one. It's unbelieveable. Oh, whatever. I'm here and there's no point hemming and hawing over it.

Special message out to Reena. So sorry I can't come help you out tomorrow woman. Hope the show goes well. Hope all the mak datins get their act together. Ha ha. I'll call you on Friday, should be back by then.

Anyway, to everyone... take care y'all and be happy. I'll see you on the other side of the operating table. MUAHS!!!

Weeeeee! My first blog ever!

2005-04-10T04:07:00.000+08:00

So I've finally gone and done it... I've progressed to the next logical level after Friendster... my very own BLOG! YAY! This is actually attempt number three, attempts 1 and 2 having not worked out so well. I really need to spend some time to figure this out. I think I actually have a bog out there with no posts on it. Ha ha. Pardon me.

So what do people write in blogs anyway... I just like the idea of having my own page where I can share whatever happens as it happens. Today's challenge is actually getting this blog up ha ha. Have been trying for ages but it just doesn't seem to be happening for me... perhaps am really not as technically savvy as I imagined myself to be ha ha.

Well, anyway, it's the end of the working day and I'll be heading home soon. Back to my hometown to visit my family and my baby doggies Maxine and Tobey. Getting WAFFs just thinking about my dogs. Really love 'em to bits.

So much for today's blog post. Will try adding pictures once I figure out how to. Cheers to the world.